Two Scary Things

Driving and swimming are the two scary things I'd been facing. One of them has already been hanlde. Since 2006, I've been a driver. Well, I was actually still scare to drive motorcycle, but at least "driver" has been on my competence list. Another thing, swimming, is one of my biggest scare but eager to overcome. In every school level, elementary, junior, high school, I was forced to swim due to the requirement of school subject. Dont get me wrong, I was always feel enthusiast everytime my teacher plan to get my classmates for swimming time. But eversince, the water are in front of me, I got freeze. In to the water, I got panic. I dont stop, though. Again, I tried to overcome the fright. But it won't go.
Yesterday, Ayah, for the very first time after three years living together, had the chance to be my private swim coach. And it was amazing, for the very first time too, I feel I can get rid the panic and open my eyes under the water. Try to pull my self and to be calm. It work. I got float and move forward by swingin my feet and hands. I can't wat for another swim time. And read this Ayah sms this afternoon "Luruskan kedua lengan di keatas, letakkan wajah diantara dua lengan, ambil nafas panjang lalu tahan. Selanjutnya meluncur secara perlahan," in the middle of meeting, I can feel my body floating above the water...Thanks, Coach Ayah