Jealousy Kills

Jeaoulsy has always been the most destructive emotions in July, a wife, life. And even She's fully realizing that, it's never been easy to minimize it. She's having this husband who has gave his understanding of her jealousy. Always try to minimize things that he knows will make her jealous, even if there are so much things he can't avoid. But July know he is trying to save her feelings, respect her traits and take her for who She is.
Few times ago, Lucky, the husband, has decided to cut the communication with his old friend, a woman surely, because he knows that was bothering July. Recently, he was rejecting another old friend who request him to visit her house, for the same reason. July know it killing him, but Lucky knows that it will kills her more because he is a stronger who can survive from the killing while She is not. Commitment, in any condition, always comes with consequences. Luckye has choose July over his friends, not actually loosing them cause the fact, July know deep down, her husband still care for those two old friends and all the friends he has. But when the condition lead him to choose, he choose family. It's a simple things that an average loving man will do. July just do not understand if his husband friends can't take it. Friends should have more understanding rather spouse,right? Not to mention they are also having husbands and surely will not accept if the husbands meet opposite old friends, alone, rather spend time with family. Because July does, somehow, can be more tolerant, more understanding, and more more more to her friends rather to her husband. People never know how busy Lucky is, how tired he is, how he wanted to be good father, husband, son, friend and so many roles in life he has. July thought: We're not in the time that we share personal problems like in college time, spend times in pub with no gain, chit chat spending money for phone bill, judging that they are wrong or right if they did not ask for advice, IT IS NOT. It's the time that we support our friends life with all his choices, and have success in his life and family. It is the time that we have to have big heart to loose our friends with happy cause they are married. Marriage that always have commitment along the consequences entering in our life. The fact to accept is that our married friend has chose someone to be his or her partner to spend life with and to love which will not be always fit us. Its' Lucky decision that he has chose her, the jealousy woman, to spend life with. He did not bother, than why do his friends do? Is that really friend, making her husband feel dilemma, confuse, mad, pity him having a wife like her? She thought: I'm pity you my love, but I'm sure you still have other many friends that really friends and care you in a very right way. I was so damn lucky having so beautiful personality friends. They are now mostly have married. I'm sad that I lost the beautiful moments with them, but this is life. We loose it but we have bigger happiness with our new family. It's not necessarily I show that I care with sms or call them. Letting them go is more than enough to show it. Respect their choice, talking laughing in a special occasion, like marriage or other is just great enough. Keep them in our heart and memory and remember that they are not single anymore that we have to also respect the spouse will make us the best friends. And that kind of friends I have, thank you, God.
Now, my dear, July said to his loveing Lucky, thank you again for your great satisfaction for me. I am sure time will make your friends realize that it's their lost to loose you, since no one can be good friend like you do. And if you're lucky, they will come to us and think nothing is happen and make friend again.
I just love you even more after yesterday. I wish the stronger the wind blows the stronger our tree of love will stand still. July and Lucky stories.