Big Homework

One big homework of mine is to help parents life.
I never imagine that their life would be in such condition in their older life. Knowing my dad used to work for Pertamina, people will never thought that nowadays, life has been very hard for him.
Recalling my childhood, not too beautiful, if it's too much to say that it's a bad time. Dad has been always busy with hobbies during the week with his pals. I'm busy to get people attention by joining all available school extra activities. You name it. Osis, Pramuka, LKBB, Cerdas Cermat PPKN during junior high. Kempo during senior, plus busy with first boyfriend (not the kind that I wanted to have). Big brother has his own hobbies too that we only see each other during the night or morning befor school. Not too much to remember at home. But I do remember that our house used to be the finest house around neighborhood (always clean for we have best maid). Dad was also first to own two cars. Mom will always dressed up, completed with gold shiny jewelries. She was owned one shop on a market, one shop at home.
I really don't want to recall many things, I promise myself that I will only recall the good stories of my past.
I have no problem, now. God has been good to me. It's them who then stucked in this such situation. But I'm sure God didn't make them live that way. And I'm sure it's my responsibility to give them a hand. For a family is a family, nomatter what. God give me strength to do this.