Thursday, June 7, 2007

Faizi Birthmarks

As my usual morning office activity, checking email comes first. Finishing check office email, start to check with my personal one. Good thing!! it's working, After reset my email preferences, I start to receiving email from my favourite mailinglist, sehat group. This, absolutely, will be my first email to check, follow by jobstreet in second position. Yes, i'm still looking for better jobs, like all of you, i'm sure...
And this mailing list is just great satisfying ever. I actually had no specific information to look for. But like they can read my mind, I find an article that I actually willing to read but the willingness is kept in the bottom of my list of lookforinformation. Oh God, love you smart parents...so much...It's about birth marks. My izi has it on his face.

Can you imagine? in his face...and it's not small one, the nutbrown color almost covering his left cheek and eyelid. Hubby and I had come to specialist referred by izi DSA, given an ointment that did not loose the marks. Specialists said that this has to be lasered, better in his third age to make it easier with izi cannotstandstill behave. Then, we never talked about it again, not until izi enough age to be lasered in the face...fuiiihh...why face...Talking about it just screwing our beautiful short moments with our lovely son. After all, izi is still a handsome son, cheerful, active, health, and all the people , neighbours, families, friends, just love him...so what the hell with the birthmark
That's why this is suprising to me. Cause from that moment until this morning, i never realize that birthmarks is not just birth_mark. That actually indicate something further, some of it correlate with neural things and whatsoever. Sorry, I haven't read all details, just copy it and print for hubby. From all the categories of the birthmark in the article, I can not assure which is my son is in. But, one thing for sure, I will start to really have a look, deep look over my son mark and try to think seriously on this.
What I want to write is that, just can't understand why the doctor did not tell me what is my son really has in the face, what is the dangerous, and all the details of it. Is he reluctant to share it with me cause he better spend times to withdraw another cash from other patients, since one words and one hour talking is cost the same? I might have the lucky things for my hubby can go to RSPAD with no cent at all for the laser and all the service but how about others? I am not the kind of social people, know..well..not anylonger, but this is just out of limitation of humanity, even for unsocial person like I do. Wish I had spend my anger in this writing and come home calmly to see my son smile, kiss him and hug my hubby...we have something to do after reading this article..thanks again sehatgroup.

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